All said and done

 I've been toying with this idea of  doing something in the way of a living wake/one man show type of thing.   

I know my faults and wrongs, and really don't want to hear about them. 

I know what I did. Clearly, not happy with my decisions.

I know what I did right.   Don't like anyone blowing smoke up my ass, & it's a lot of smoke.

At that age where many of the ones I respected are gone...not all though. 

So who do I invite to a living wake? 

It's just me, isn't it? Well, it will be peaceful & quiet.

Damn. 

Ingredients of interesting

 I once heard someone say " I'd rather be weird than boring". 

& I said to myself, "Wait ! Can't I be both"? 

The most uncomfortable I've ever been is in a room full of people that laugh/cry/applaud/emote at the same thing. 

They look like marionettes and I like to cut the marionettists strings.