I suffer from a unique form of perfectionism. 

Current life challenge

 Currently trying to help my Wife set up the apartment as if I wasn't here anymore. 

Not as fun as you'd think. 

I have but a few ace's up my sleeve...

 and I'm not calling them in. 

Maybe another life. 

 The last time I saw my friends and family will forever be yesterday.

Decades can go by, but for me, it's yesterday.

I don't feel the disconnect. 

You are always with me, I am always with you. 

Forgive me if you can. 

I thought it worked like that with everyone. 

Twilight

 Fell asleep in the desk chair,

over the side, with my arm on the recliner, but woke up quickly when Amy yelled my name. She scared the crap out of me. Apparently, she thought I was dead. Fair. I'm going to miss that woman when I'm gone

But it's better than missing her while I'm still here

It all seems a little too surreal...

Recognize...

 when you are in the presence of greatness. Let it soak in.