Transparency

 Wife said I'm crying. I said no, eye is leaking.

with the other issues, arthritis in eye, likely.

I heard her whisper "I'm getting a dog"

I laughed,-I'm a blind man

who can't stand, laughing while I'm trying not to piss on your floor

she said "You love me"

I said "This is why"

Sorry bloggies. I have been spending too much time on twitter this month. Have a lot of content to add here.

hunt n peck blogging at its finest

 excuse my obscenities. i am suspending the rules of grammar today.   at 4 am, i was fine, just the normal arthritic back and such. normal wear and tear.( pain i earned)    at 5 30, i realized i was cradling my right hand, and for lack of a better word--sobbing like a little ....well, you get the point.

last time this happened, a few years ago, my hand swelled tremendously and i lost use of it.  its still not good. never did get much feeling back, but got movement back.  actually, there have been two other scares, that were just a few days long.

kind of noticing that both hands, both feet, and right knee are barking pretty loud. took 3 naproxen.  im actually prescribed to take 1000 milligrams a day, but i try not to take any.  had a pharmacist kinda lose it over that script.. told her dr means well. its pretty bad and i take as needed...but it has dawned on me that im so used to pain from inflammation, that it might be why my bp is largely uncontrollable.    i dislike meds, but being pain free isnt   worth quick,ridiculously painful execution of several organs.  i deal with it.

anyway, typing with one finger. 

brain is working overtime on my project. all my blog, social media and life in general is feeding an art project that i may never see completed in this realm.  but i at least want to finish the concept here, to the best of my ability, before it changes hands..

Tapestry

You do things your way

I'll do things mine

maybe we will get along just fine

but the rules will say 

we can't do that

or this

it all seems hit or miss

1 good book says it is about love

1 says it is about things 

you haven't thought of

be useful seek value 

don't chase happiness

nobody knows

what that is

You take photos

I play with word

some write music

with feeling never heard

some paint pictures

with colors and brushes on anything they could

some solve puzzles, some make them

 I just try to recognize when I am in one 

inasmuchas I'd hope you would

Art shows you the future

art shows you what you cannot see

sometimes it is premonition

sometimes it is made to spec

is it magic 

or is it tech   -nocracy 

Our whole lives, everything we see and do

all woven together, 

entwined in a multi media forever

A divine Tapestry of if , when, why, was, is,  and never     -to be

Tapestry

Simulation Woo Woo

 If this is a simulation, does that imply our lives, and deaths, mean nothing? 

If that is the case, does that mean there are people here that KNOW this and treat others as such? 

Link below

A World of Author Untimely  ...with spelling errors as an extra prize

 Enough patter about people and events. 

Let us get back to ideas. 

Mistakes along the way....

 I am so blind. Can't focus looking at a computer screen anymore. I love making my doodles and refrigerator art on the old Paint, but windows 10 version sucks for me. Amy just found out the old Paint runs in the background, so I started messing around with it again.  I made it through two rough drafts, and I am done. Cannot see the screen, already.   This happened to me in school. I was taking online classes, and they made Ebooks mandatory, and I couldn't see them, let alone retain anything. 

It is hard enough to type and doodle with the right hand, the day is coming when I have to actually paint and write left handed. 

I have written some stories that I wanted to illustrate myself, in my own simple way.  This is going to take awhile. 

Sharing my mistakes along the way.,,,,,