Tutorial.

 Rarely, will what is said, or definitely, what is shared, be clear cut. The only truth you have, is I do not want to mislead anyone. 

Figure it out from there. 

Schrodinger...

 Schrodinger's Cat considers me that Burkenbine Person. 

RRR RRR RRRRRRR (Manly grunts of approval)

 Spent an hour or so trying to wash out and bug spray a wasps nest in  my car mirror. 

 I'm jacked up on adrenaline. Took my blood pressure, and I have a pulse. 

I haven't had a pulse in a long time. 

I may wd40 those squeaky doors in the apartment.

I may even lift something heavy. 

Nah. I've already done that. 

I got up today. 

Thank You.

Eh.

 It's hard for regular persons to realize there are people who aren't like everyone else. 

I don't know what that line even is. 

But it's there. It's not necessarily a bad thing, or a good thing. 

It's just...there. 

Embedded.

 When I say I'm an old man...

I believe every part of these bodies has a limit on how many movements it can make, just like any mechanical vehicle. We just aren't issued the owners manual because there is no warranty. 

And we can only have soooo many experiences. That includes dreaming.

😇

There are people who read my things and think I'm depressed. 

Quite the opposite. 

As Tolkien said, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. 

My Mother passed 26 years ago. She is with me 24/7. So is every one of my family and friends. It doesn't matter the miles, or words. 

I'm just trying to make it to the next grandkid. At the moment, that would be Tobias, but they just keep coming. 

Old man stuff...

 Easy...

Isn't worth it. 

Only fools will tell you it is. 

Even in failure, you can teach someone in another generation. 

This is what I mean 

when I say, as I have many times, 

it takes all kinds. 

Bad times make damn good people, eventually. 

While it is not anyone's chosen way to go, 

because it obviously sucks more than most can imagine, 

Angels are sometimes made from Devils. 

Purpose.