Sunday, May 5, 2024

Final chapters that I hope take 30 years to complete LOL

 It's getting harder to communicate.    Physically. Verbally. Mentally.   Health is not good.


I think of my family 24/7.       


I don't think people understand that time is subjective. 

I don't even know how to explain it. 

 Existential?     I'm seeing things in slow motion.  By that, I mean, I'm seeing things slower, and seeing so much farther ahead, and behind. And it's all now.   It's a good thing, but I'm not making great communication with my family and grandkids. 

I see them in my dreams, so I don't notice the sands of time...

The dreams are weird by MY standards. Waking up is now a cakewalk, compared to the sleeping. I'm working triple time, but it looks like nothing. It feels like I am everywhere, all the time.   And I think that's a good way to be. 

So much more...

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