What is the slight talent I have that will make a difference?

I write a little. I sing a little. I can act a little. I can speak in public, and I have an easily manipulated voice for some kind of voice work.

I do not know if anything I do is up to par, professionally.  I have bowled professionally, and have a pretty good idea of what it would take to make it, in anything.


The work I have done lately was high stress, high detail, fast deadlines, do it on demand or do not get paid.   I am very good at it. I get paid.

Which do I pursue?   I keep getting told or read I should pick one..  My instincts say keep them all. How can versatility be bad?

I am not Hollywood beautiful, nor am I young.

cry me a river.

What is the difference between success and failure.? I fear it is but which way the wind doth blow.

--Mark Burkenbine



The other option is just keep working on what I am working on and just see where it goes regardless of personal finance and health.....just call it 'me'.    I am actually very happy with my overall body of work from the blogs, social media,  to the video, the songs, poems, diatribes, illustrations and stories...the mix of fantasy with reality.  I have somehow spread myself across the internet like peanut butter.

That is not all bad, even if there is no money involved.