I can't believe I am doing this crap....

I can't believe I am doing all this....it is all just amazing to me. But it is happening. Roll with it.

Sometimes , impossible situations need impossible results.  Since there is no such thing as impossible, improbable is the key word.


What are the odds of pulling it off?  Not real good.

But the odds of some of this crap happening to me weren't real high either.  


So I tell the world...babble incoherently.    People will leave you alone while you sort it out.

and it fucking works.    

I will grandize it a little and call this my NOBLE GOAL , my noble work.   Throwin myself under the bus so others may pursue their dream, voice their opinion.  

My goal to change the world by being a self righteous prick.        I may even be good at being a prick.    

I have been wrong at what I am good at before, so I can't hold much stock in what I think.