Waste Landish illusion of randomness

If only persuasion STOPPED at the acceptable good.

I've got so much to say

Nothing is true and everything is possible

rotini milk  3.31

but soon nobody will be allowed to hear it

vitamin b3   psilocybin  lions mane neuropathy

Rough morning.  Woke up at 4 am. Fell asleep waiting for the shower to come available around 9 am
only thing unusual is I usually wake up at 3 am.

I'm a big fan of mistakes. The right typo can change the meaning of everything. It's as if definition is fluid.

So, if every decision propels you along on Fates predetermined path, are mistakes moving you away from it, or back to it....

It's like Destiny can always say "yeah, that was all part of the plan", after the fact, and everybody KNOWS that is bullshit.

My own bullshit sounds better and better to me, all the time. Not sure drinking my own sugary drink can be good, or if this is "WISDOM".    ( Oh fuck. He caught WISDOM.  Can't be long now...)

I realized awhile ago that I don't write for the masses, or my kids. I write for my great, great grandkids.  Because they won't have my ex wives around to tell them what an idiot I am, or was.....

To be fair, I am an idiot to most. I spent most of my life about fifteen years behind on social interaction skills. Fortunately, because I was some sort of narcissist, I did not kill myself over the chaos and got to an age where I caught up enough to understand what was happening.  The power of believing in yourself for no reason is amazing.  Maybe this will end on a productive note.

Well, it's hard
 to do
something that's never been done

by definition
I am not qualified
I am just the only one

and I am telling you

It is hard
 to be
a financially successful me

The meaning of life
no more no less
poetry in motion
if I took a guess

things in common
common core math
anti/meta humor
professional bowling

everybody gets to where they are going
everybody does what they can
there is something about
the end of the line
most people
just don't understand
you always thought
there would be time
you always believed in your plans
it never crossed your mind

you think you are in over your head
everybody gets to where they are going


black ops  no hole pin under middle
iq tour no hole pin over bridge
ink no hole pin over bridge

refrigerator casualties
milk tea garlic hot dogs
oj eggs milk tea honey

I've got nothing to say

trying to succeed with no influence

Scrying Waste Land