judgement

And so I say excuse me, I'm sorry, I made many mistakes

I will do my best to make a better situation.A better job. A more reliable place.

But I will not lie down in shame because you are upset

Life did not stop because of what you think

And you seem to think I'm running from a debt

I'm running from nothing

Running towards the clock

Five years to do what I can

And then my heart will stop    me    where I stand

Excuse me I'm sorry I made the mistakes

I spent a year by my wifes side

Concerned about which one of us may die

I'm not running from a thing ,you fools

There is no place ,nowhere i can hide

When the clock stops spinning I will die.

Until then I will work my debt and burn the candle from both ends

Do the things I didn't do...help anyone I can...love my wife and kids

And Find out who I really have for friends.

I don't need a god, judge or in law to tell me what I have done wrong

I know my situation and I am changing things as we speak

And while I have lost some things due to consequences of my actions

I knew what I would and could lose

I look at my healthy wife and kids and know I would give up everything again

And I will be rebuilding from beginning to an end

Until the clock stops its spin.

And when my wife and kids smile at me again

Ill know this life is a win

My credit with my wife is a perfect score

Cash only, in life. From now on less is more.

Written and created by Mark Burkenbine May 23 , 2014

Mark Burkenbine Copyright 2014